Love me in the morning.

OFFICIALLY!!!

2009-11-04T18:57:00.000-08:00

SORRY MY SWEETHEARTS. I'M OFFICIALLY USING TUMBLR NOW. PLS FOLLOW ME THERE :)
i promise i'll update more at tumblr then at bloggy :)

http://dancethenight.tumblr.com

DON'T ASK WHY

2009-08-31T10:10:00.000-07:00

it's officially unfair.
trying to make time but can't use the time made the right way.

it's only for me to understand.

adios.

THE JOKE I"LL NEVER FORGET!

2009-08-24T02:53:00.000-07:00

"u! i tak faham seh ape dia hantar msg!" :(

message on the screen shows
"Ugk duku mbm nd.."

^.^

GO FIGURE!

EXAM MODE

2009-08-21T10:51:00.000-07:00

wow!

first paper was just over just now that was Media Relations and News Dissemination.
yeah. sounds chim sgt but not so. ahhaa! you just need to have good command in english (damn!). yeah thats it. the paper was manageable Alhamdulillah! hehehe. first question is already media release which consist of 40 marks! my gosh! well, the theory part was 40 marks as the other 20 marks goes to media advisory.

yeah, then i settled for all the theory questions first. then the release and advisory. man! i need to push up my grade to at least a B for this module! gaah!!

two more papers to go:

Corporate Events Management (30%)
&
Managerial Accounting (weightage 50%!!!!)

tmr when going to work im so going to cramp my small head with all the CEM stuff that needs to be learned! yeap ppl. cramping theory stuff. sucky i agree! but must push up my grade from B to at least B+! pulling up of GPA waits for no one but ourselves so Gambatte!

things to do during the weekend:
-read up theories on MA.
-practise MA!! e.g. formulas and stuff

ok now i need my shut eye before work later at 11am.

oh! and!

SELAMAT BERPUASA TO ALL THE MUSLIMS OUT THERE! SELAMAT BERIBADAH!

STILL LOVING

2009-08-20T10:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 8TH MONTHSARY SWEETHEART!

as time pass by us,
I'll never fail to be there for you..

Love,
Aisyah. (:

i don't know

2009-08-04T12:37:00.000-07:00

sometimes i always think and wonder whether
is this for real?
is it even worth helping and to care?

i don't know..
appreciated?

entah lah.

a message for you

2009-07-21T11:12:00.001-07:00

To my beloved busyuk,

"Sayang, i'm sorry it has been a rough ride for us.
we were so happy just now but when this news broke out,
everything seemed to be out of place.
i believe that things happen for a reason.
God wants to show and teach us which is the right path to take.
and i think we have really chosen the right one this time.
let us do it together okay?"

i'm always here for you
>always..

old school

2009-07-15T23:34:00.000-07:00

bangau oh bangau
kenapa engkau kurus?
mcm mana aku tak kurus
ikan tidak timbul

ikan oh ikan
kenapa engkau tak timbul?
mcm mana aku tak timbul
rumput panjang sangat

rumput oh rumput
kenapa engkau panjang sangat?
mcm mana aku tak panjang
kerbau tak makan aku

kerbau oh kerbau
kenapa kau tak makan rumput?
mcm mana aku tak makan
perut aku sakit

perut oh perut
kenapa engkau sakit?
mcm mana aku tak sakit
makan nasi mentah

nasi oh nasi
kenapa engkau mentah?
mcm mana aku tak mentah
kayu habis basah

kayu oh kayu
kenapa engkau basah?
mcm mana aku tak basah
hujan timpa aku

hujan oh hujan
kenapa engkau turun?
mcm mana aku tak turun
katak panggil aku

katak oh katak
kenapa kau panggil hujan?
mcm mana aku tak panggil
ular nak makan aku

ular oh ular
kenapa nk makan katak?
mcm mana aku tak makan
mmg makanan aku

mmg makanan aku...

:D

something little

2009-07-08T11:39:00.000-07:00

hello semua!
well, i just got back from work and tomorrow i'm starting school at 9am. power! -_-
my body feels so weak at the moment. and yeap i'm still blogging :) hehe! well,
let's update the readers (if i even have one) regarding what's happening and why i am always busy.

1) my schedule for every week will be work, school, work and school.. yesh!
uhuh uhuh..

2) i got my results! and well it's not so well done :( stress!
i got :B+ for both Managerial Accounting and Sales Management
:C+ for Corporate Events Management
and :FREAKING D for Consumer Behaviour and Media Relations News Dissemination

these results are only based on the mid semester test papers! the bigger portion which determines our final grade will be our PROJECTS! haha. well, they play the biggest percentage to our grade. and now projects are killing me slowly!! not only that there will be an event which is organised by my class later in 2 weeks time. that's another stress factor. darn!

well, one thing i have in mind is to do properly for projects and the event itself and study smart for upcoming exams and end semester tests. :D

what worries me now is the event. it's so stressing! i mean, my classmates all have their own clique (not that i'm saying that i don't which i have :D) but then, if it comes to serious business, let's do it professionally dudes and dudettes!

i wish they will which i think will ONLY when it is on the day of event itself.
(mcm siak kan?) haha. yeah.

but the most deepest darkest secret that i have yet to tell,
which is, far important to me is that:

I MISS MY BOYFRIEND VERY MUCH :((
i love you.

good night everyone

maybe it's just too much

2009-07-06T11:09:00.000-07:00

hello people!
wow! it's been awhile since i've updated my blog! haha! been busy with sitting at home and going out with boify :)
well, i just got back from meeting him and feroz at the usual place.
bubu was really shagged. hrmm, i regret asking him to meet tadi.
lagi his batt mampos.

i'm sorry but i feel so damn bad.
nevermind, i'll sleep it off i think?

i don't know..
ok
bye.

it is meant to be

2009-07-01T10:01:00.000-07:00

sometimes in life, things doesn't go as what you have planned out. that's when we must learn from it and to accept it. even if to only accept it, it's not good enough. one must learn to analyse it and think of how it can be improved.

in a way,
NOT to ever give up.
continue to strive and, God's Will,
that's when you will become a successful person.

i love you sayang.
i love you Abu 'Ubaidah

endlessly

2009-06-28T11:59:00.000-07:00

while waiting, i thought it would be nice to check my yahoo account if there's any good mails in which there was but unfortunately not good enough.

so i waited again and went to hotmail.
then there was total silence.

hrmm, no answer?
guess it's a knock out

guess i better turn in too! must be out of the house at 830am and it's already 3am!
i need to sleep like NOW!
:D
well, i guess not, let's blab more now. let's see well,
ATTENTION!

ENTREPRENEURSHIP FORUM
SATURDAY, 25 JULY 2009
KIM SENG CC
HAVELOCK ROAD
11AM-3PM

there'll be lucky draws too! can say awesome jugak lar eh the thingy hehe.
those interested parties please please let me know. yeap.

my class organised it. and yeap, it is a boring event to be honest.
tomorrow, i mean 5hours later, submission for my marketing IJ Consumer Behaviour. errghh. then Media Relations? consultation on media kit. another boring thing. DAMN!
after that there's tuition. finally getting my half. i can't wait!

my driving has to start! if not PDL da expire mati la babe. hehe.

Sundays off

2009-06-28T05:22:00.000-07:00

A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST DADDY :D
REMEMBER THAT WE ALL LOVE YOU VERY MUCH! HEHE

wow! it's a sunday and i'm at home! :) gerek gile pe. hehe.
well, i thought that taking a day off on sunday would be something enjoyable as i can complete my tasks for school but somehow it turned out so boring. gosh. it rained just now. i felt like sleeping but i can't cause gotta do submissions. -_- lolness. yey.

hehe. well, first thing in the day, syg came over to get his urut session with dad. and then we went to the bubble tea shop cause he wanted to buy vanilla milk tea ending up my family wants bubble tea too. hehe. lucu habis. uhuh uhuh. then just sent him off across the road and went back home.

but bottom line. my sunday? if i don't work=VERY BORING CAN ROLL AROUND THE HOUSE A MILLION TIMES. now i understand how people who have curfews feel like when they have to stay home. very terperangkap in the house.

hehe. i know i'm blabbering rubbish but i don't care cause this is my blog. hehe. mcm best gitu eh?

i'm really lame and darn bored. yeah. really. somebody just shoot me in the head and i'm good.

SERIOUS SHIT BOSAN
ok, bye.

your heart only beats for one person and does not for many problems in one head.

Stay the same

2009-06-27T13:29:00.000-07:00

i was actually darn bored.
i can't shut my eyes though i am so super tired so.. yeah :)
this is one song which is so meaningful to me given by my dearest Abu 'Ubaidah.
read the lyrics, learn it and understand it.
learn to appreciate yourself.
BELIEVE and HAVE FAITH.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oNACVlZ0yuA

[Chorus]
Don't you ever wish you were someone else,
You were meant to be the way you are exactly.
Don't you ever say you don't like the way you are.
When you learn to love yourself, you're better off by far.
And I hope you always stay the same,
cause there's nothin' 'bout you I would change.

[Verse]
I think that you could be whatever you wanted to be
If you could realize, all the dreams you have inside.
Don't be afraid if you've got something to say,
Just open up your heart and let it show you the way.

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
Believe in yourself.
Reach down inside.
The love you find will set you free.
Believe in yourself, you will come alive.
Have faith in what you do.
You'll make it through.

[Chorus]

Just Random :)

2009-06-27T11:30:00.000-07:00

wheee!!

new blogskin! nice. thank you very much Nur Khairunnisa Binte Zainol! hehe and yes aku suke GILE.

today my day gerek gile babi.
hehehe. lazy to cite panjang lebar so yeah.

bye!
sayang BUBU!

its just

2009-06-14T13:32:00.000-07:00

i just miss my baby so much..

Thats all.

MID SEM OVER!

2009-06-07T12:51:00.000-07:00

i couldn't sleep. so i chose to blog people.

mid semester test is over.. well, for three papers i assume. haha! cause when school starts, there will be progress tests for MRND ( Media Relations and News Dissemination) and CEM ( Corporate Events Management). errggh. how i hate it! well, somehow these two weeks of "holiday" is meant for me to study and yes, find quotations for event coming up. well, let me tell you why i got this sucky feeling. first, i have a freaking LOUSY chairman who only knows how to sell taoge. yeah.i'm as stress and annoyed as Squidward. hehe!

secondly, i'm doing logistics, somewhat my last choice but fuck, no one wants to do the dirty job and yeah everyone wants to work with their friends. sooooo, i chose logistics. and my task is: to find quotations for audio and equipment, SMRT permission for signage (WTF) and also tables and chairs. yeap. freaking alot. yeah. and i actually have two of my team mates doing ONLY registration forms. hell of a TOUGH job huh? yeah right. haha. people dont be alarm. i'm not venting out my anger. it's just a figure of speech. my way of letting out my feelings. yeah.

tomorrow waking up at 9am. need to clean up the house. mummy and daddy in Malaysia now. :( tsk tsk. i'm missing them. have been busy working and tutoring till i can't find time to talk with my parents. sad, but true. it's ok. :) i'm happy because i have my sayang by my side. thank you bububai, i love you so much. then going tuition later too. lucky i'm not working. thank God!

well, next week will be a bit hectic for me cause well, i'm working monday, tuesday, thursday,friday and sunday. kind of silly to give a lot of schedule but what the heck. i need dough. :) i haven't even start on my practical lesson for car cause i'm short this month. waiting for my tuition pay so i can quickly start driving! excited ok! :D i'm aiming to book my TP at the end of September perhaps. InsyaAllah.

for the first time i think, i blog alot in one post and that's good :) cause this is what i wish to share for those interested and kpo to know. haha! kidding ar jambu-s and sachok-s! okay. i think i'm turning in now. (i'm still not sleepy! ) looking forward to tmr!

i love u Abu 'Ubaidah!

Mid Sem Tests

2009-05-31T12:21:00.000-07:00

MID SEMESTER TEST

omg?
mid semester test starts tomorrow!
errgh..
i think i'm gonna die cause im not even serious okay? my paper is like tmr. hehe. and i'm here blogging for my wonderful peeps to read. whee! :)

okok. things to kill (for now -__-):
1) Managerial Accounting 1-1st june
2) Sales Management-2nd june
3) Consumer Behaviour-3rd june

i think i better continue studying. time now is 3:24am
yeap. gotta go and MUGG!!

bye loves!

a lil thought

2009-05-28T12:19:00.000-07:00

sometimes it happens to come
and most of the time it tends to stay
and seldom does it come good
but the least i can do is to
let it be..

i don't know why
so don't ask

MY BIRTHDAY! :D

2009-05-27T11:04:00.000-07:00

thank you so much everyone!
i really appreciate it tau k! :)

okok. let's start off my day alright? hehehe. okay firstly i went home taking 168 with zozo. yeap. my intention back then was to go Singtel and Popular. THAT WAS IT! then accompanied zu return her library book. yeap. sekali right, know what happen?

zu: aisyah, ko bawak duit tak?
me: yar. why?

i thought she wanted to go makan sia really! then..

zu: ko nak tengok wayang?
me: ko serious shit pe? haha! aku anything!
zu: ok ar set. kite tengok wayang before ko jumpe Abu.
me:pape ar babe.

really last minute seh! then after that we thought of watching Angels and Demons. yeah but then we saw the conspiracy. i honestly thought it was a scary movie seh. then we watch it lar. sekali! baik sia! got Shane West! arggh!! he's like the actor in A Walk to Remember!

he's hot right? I KNOW. but.. my boyfriend hotter ar. hehehe! ok lame. well, the story was about this programme and this phone. seriously cool phone!

can you read it? turn the phone off again- I'LL KILL YOU.

cool stuff huh? wanna know the more? GO WATCH LAR! haha. okok. and then i met syg at Dover. we went to City Hall and had dinner at Subway. yey! hehe. there's the delicious cookies! whoo. uhuh. then after that we went to donut factory to meet Faruq, Feroz and Kak Yus since it's been a while i met them and know what? syg surprised me with a wrapped Nike package and a box of cheese bon bons!!! so much for "ayg sorry i can't give you anything for your bday" hehe

this is such a cute gift tau! see the smiley there? it's suppose to look like me. haha! cute seh kak Yus! thank you so much for these cheese bon bons! they're awesome! whoo. and yeah ppl, not much pictures but here you go :D

the top picture me and syg holding the cute donut. hehe! and left is the subway cookie, the drinks (thanks Feroz!!!!) and the gift. when i opened it. AWESOME SGT! hahaa. it's a heritage bag by Nike! aku da la gile Nike kan lagi lar aku gile. hehe.

then after that we met baby's mama and pak. yeah! we went supper! unexpectedly tau. hehe. yeap! it was so much fun! mcm cool birthday spend like this whee! hehehe but yes i love today! :)

sayang, thank you for today dear.
don't say that you can never give the richest of the world to me
cause you've been giving me something that is far priceless than any richness in the world..
and that is your LOVE syg..

i love you sgt sgt darling..
i loved today and tonight!

ONE MORE DAY!

2009-05-26T10:52:00.000-07:00

one more day to go..

:)

ME AND BABY

2009-05-23T11:50:00.000-07:00

loving every moment spent
something that will always
stay in my mind, my heart.

today i woke up at 12noon just because my dad bought mcspicy! arrgh! i still want that freaking bugger burger. (mouth watering) sayang i want mcspicy! teman me go eat k? hehe. i'm like an ass.

shucks. oh well.

i met love at around 4pm. (i think?) then ayang turned and looked at me

ayg: u, nak g mane ni?
me: tak tau? thought u wanna eat the dessert at far east?
ayg: yar! i also thought maybe we can eat tpt u suke at ayam penyet
me: ok! bleh jugak! then we eat the dessert k? :D
ayg: ok, tapi kat sane ade benda ape lagi they jual
me: ayg nak bakso eh?
ayg: huh? ade? nak!!
me: ade lar sayang. kate indonesian restaurant.

hehe. cute lar ayg. you never fail to make me smile. that's one thing i appreciate about you busyuk! okok. hrmm. then we took the train to Orchard. dropped off ther and went straight to Ayam Penyet Ria. yey! hehe. as usual i ordered ayam penyet. syg ordered himself the bakso! (hehe) then we ate until we damn full. well, not really lar. i also ordered crackers with lotsa sambal! YUMMY! after that we made a move to far east and had the first kiss dessert which is like strawberry and strawberry puree! yes.. it's all about strawberries for the dessert. I LOVE IT! oh yar, there were two gays seating beside us. seram seh i! haha. but hey, we were cool. hehe!!

yeah and then we thought of watching movie. went to cathay cineleisure, timing sume like F! haha. then we walked to dhoby ghaut to the Grand Cathay.. same thing -______- so much for walking! but syg i loved it. cause i walked with you! hehe. then we walked to city hall, went to esplanade. we rest our sore feet and itchy butt down by the bay and took in the wonderful breeze.

the night was well spent.
the walk was worth it.
your smile never fails to make my day.
the dessert was enjoyable.

thank you for the wonderful day dear..
without you the day wouldn't be perfect

love you sweetheart

Insomnia

2009-05-22T13:26:00.000-07:00

hrmm.. i'm really not feeling tired right now but i'm damn sleepy. someone please shut my brain down till the next working day! i just can't sleep. well, maybe i'm thinking too much? but can't be right? i'm just currently having projects only. -___-"

later on i'll be meeting love accompany him go to fort canning to do his project. whee! :D anw, yeap work was tiring just now tho i didn't even go to school! ala.. chill lar. it's only lecture :P hahahahahaha!! my lecturers gonna kill me if he sees this (well, as if he ever)

uhuh. i know this entry is very boring cause i'm seriously trying to make myself sleepy and go off to bed. shit i'm hungry! my stomach's growling.. errghh. zu! shouldnt have said i wasnt hungry! i want macdonalds!! hahaha. nnt belanje aku k? whee.

i think that's about it. well, yeah. i lead a dull and mundane life.
good night beauties and beasts!

always loving my bubu

Hugh Jackman!

2009-05-16T11:46:00.000-07:00

X-MEN:THE ORIGINS

he's one hot dude! GOSH!!!
X MEN was awesome i tell you! haha.
yeap. today i spent the entire day with my family after a long time since i'm too busy committing myself to work and school only. well! finally off day! i slept until 2 plus when my dad came into my room:

dad: girl keje nari?
me: no. why?
dad: want to follow us go showroom then watch movie?
me: (nods head half asleep)
dad: ok then get up, bathe and get dress fast

yeap. and that's when i got my ass off the bed and got going. it wasn't as bad though cause i was so used to sleeping on weekends and not doing much things except schoolwork which is somehow a dread too. errggh! so why not, have this day off and watch movie right? after all, it's free! haha!. oops. yeah. about the showroom, we went to one car showroom cause dad wanted to change car for some reason i guess but then to no avail!

haha. i feel that the current car is fine as long as there is transportation. yeap. oh yeah! after that we went to North Point to buy the tix. WOW! NP not bad haha. walked around the new place whle waiting for time to watch movie.
we bought popcorns and i bought myself a jumbo hotdog which then actually fell on the ground??! i have no freaking idea! mabe my grip was sucky?? luckily the aunty changed a new one for me. cause you know why i bother? there's freaking cheese topping! lots of it! and also cause i pay lar. haha.

after the movie we went straight home cause mum and dad wanna get some rest before fetching bro later around 2am from the airport. i cant believe his finally home! haha. kind of miss that bugger not being around here. oh wells, things have to happen :)

well i'm off now
im dead tired.
wonderful day ppl

i love my bubu
always..

heee...

to sign it off, uhuh. he is hot!

Hugh Jackman

:D

Update

2009-05-13T10:11:00.000-07:00

PROJECTS

competitors analysis for Nike (we handling nike as our client! )
proposal for entrepreural event for Kim Seng CC
field work for Nike
survey research fo Nike

it look small and little but hell YOU'RE WRONG!
it's kind of in depth thingy so a lot to do.
what i plan to get this month

IMPORTANT!: running shoes

that's all.
my birthday is exactly in 2 weeks time! :)

PASS THAT MANIA!

2009-05-06T08:33:00.000-07:00

PASS THAT MANIA!

weell!
short entry for today :)
had lesson just now from 12-1
then had 3 hours of break!
preparation for presentation for
Corporate Events Management

errghh!

tell you,
everything was done! only the duration time for our turn to present was so late!
ish. well, then baby surprised me by telling me he's coming to tampines to fetch me

yey!

get to spend the night with love. the queue at 969 was damn long.
so we decided to have dinner. after much consideration we ate at pastamania!
baby had Al Funghi and i had Teriwasa Tori
we had salad first though

we were darn full! wow..
yeah.
good dinner! hehe

then went back home with busyuk!

i love you baby
:)

OUTING with BABY!

2009-05-02T10:56:00.000-07:00

OUTING WITH BUBUBAI! :)

well, firstly i met my baby busyuk at causeway point! heehe. then we took 858 to Changi Airport T3! hehehe.
we ate at Earle's Swensen and baby had this!

BBQ chicken burger

appetiser:calamari rings (as usual)hehe

i had chocolate super soda! heheh and ayg had cookie monster! whoo.. well we ate alot senang kate. hehe. i thought the portion was going to be okay but HELL NO! its a damn BIG SIA!

baby in this picture :)

this is mine! double cheeseburger babe!

this is after i eat LOL

then went to EXPO sale!! bought nike shirt and lots more!
ok thats all!

wonderful day spent with baby!
i love you Abu 'Ubaidah!
:)

2009-05-01T11:38:00.000-07:00

1st may! gfs day out!

yey! we had a hell of a time doing catching up sessions and had lots of fun too!

most importantly, we girls had such a wonderful day together!
wish CT joined us! SUMPAH AKU RINDU KO!
weell, another outing okays? together again!! hehehhe

love them all.

:)

wish

2009-04-24T13:07:00.000-07:00

Dear,
all i ever wanna do is to hold you tight
close in my arms
run my fingers through your hair
look into your eyes
kiss both your cheeks
your forehead
and say

"hey, i'm here. everything will be fine :)"

i love you sweetheart

answers

2009-04-23T10:50:00.000-07:00

Dear God, please show me if it's right for me to carry on..

something from the heart

2009-04-22T12:10:00.000-07:00

my brain is working
it's thinking
my ass is smiling
my heart is speeding and sinking
my knuckles are itching
my soul is searching..

just look out

hey sunset!

2009-04-20T11:46:00.000-07:00

nice huh?
it's taken in Indonesia.
beautiful sunset.
yeap. wish i could be there to witness one of the greatest things God has created.

HAPPY 4TH MONTHSARY DEAR!
well, in a few hours time, i'll be having my Final Theory Trial test.
darn.
i have to take that first and pass it in order to book for the real theory test. hehe. i'm somehow rather excited at the fact that i'm nearing to ftt but hey, i have yet to start my pracs -.-"
tkpe, slow and steady syah. chill. i think i'm only starting end of this month since i'm getting my pay by then. (sad or what!)
but i'm happy! cause i have a supporting boyfriend who's always there for me.

i love you!
hehe

he's now resting his eyes
3am sharp he's gonna continue doing his report
kesian my busyuk.
he does his work hard. discipline.

uhuh.
i salute him.
(:

dear, i will be here okay?
you may not be in a good mood due to your work but i don't mind!
i understand.
do your work k dear?

sayang die alot alot!

ok da.
dunno what to talk about.
haiyoo.
k lar bye.

right here

2009-04-17T00:21:00.000-07:00

right here(departed) by Brandy

when you feel your heart's guarded
when you see the break's started
when the clouds have all departed
you'll be right here with me

B rock
Darkchild
we back
you'll be right here with me

when your life is going too fast
off the train tracks
i can slow it down, oh
just when you think you might tun back
scared you might crash
i'll be your ground,oh

chorus:
oh when you feel your heart's guarded
when you see the break's started
when the clouds have all departed
you'll be right here with me

when your tears have dried from cryin'
and when the world has turned to silent
when the clouds have all departed
you'll be right here with me

(oh oh oh)
i'll be right here with you
you'll be right here with me
i'll be right here with you
you'll be right here with me

when you're trapped and there's no key
and you can't breathe
i'll breathe for you

the fire's got you down on both knees
and the walls are closing in
but i'll be breaking through

and when you feel alone
i'ma be your home
when others come and go
you know i got you

(repeat chorus)

i will be here right beside you
every step you take, yeah
i will be your strength, your shelter
shield you from the rain

(repeat chorus x2)

i love you sayang..
this song is meant for you dear
i will be your strength
your shelter
i'll be right here with you
(:

birthdays

2009-04-16T12:40:00.000-07:00

two birthdays today

first: HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY FARID!!

second: HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY IBUKI-SAN!!

*smileys*
hehe.

just now we ended work early prepare for Ibuki's birthday surprise.
well, staff fock out buy him the watch he really wanted and he was damn shock sia!

*eye brow crumping*

our regular bought him leopard short tights! then he must wear on the spot.
:D
then they go stuff newspaper at his front so his dick is bigger

-_-"

well, they all drank and i just ate the cake.
ok i lazy to type more. i just put the photos of our beloved manager
IBUKI-SAN!

he and the leopard tights. haha!
ok bye everyone!
:)

LOVE

2009-04-13T02:57:00.000-07:00

LOVE is such a beautiful thing
tho as beautiful as it may seem
you might have to think is it really
reality or fantasy

the words
I LOVE YOU
it's not something to play with
by hearing those three words
you create a belief
a belief that it is forever
for a lifetime

people tend to misuse these words
merely for saying it
maybe just for the sake of pleasing one's heart

those who misuse it
only thought that they mean it
can jolly well think again.

yes, there's full of imperfection in this world
but imperfections in love?

LOVE
is to appreciate someone for who they are
not for what they are

it is to make people realise
of the imperfections
beautiful imperfections of those you love
that marks something in your life.

we humans tend to not appreciate what we have in life
we tend to want more
want better
we never say it's fine and enough

but i do

i might say that i don't like it like this
or that but in the end
i will think back and smile to myself of how fortunate i am
to have the things that i once never wanted

and most of all
i appreciate and thankful
that i have u

syg
you didn't hurt me
in whatsoever way
don't ever say that you always hurt me cause you don't
let us look ahead
together
(:

i love you Abu 'Ubaidah <3

in the middle of the night

2009-04-10T12:04:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wish i know why these thoughts come by
and keeps me thinking of things that i don't wish to ponder
things that make my mind go wild

once is enough i guess
the heartache i've faced in the past year
is all i could bare

another?

let's just say i'm not strong enough to withstand that
God is Great.

May God bless our lives.
Amin.

random

2009-04-10T10:45:00.000-07:00

hello jambus and sachoks!

work started out boring but carried on well since it's a public holiday.
(yeah yeah whatever :P)
well, today surprisingly i'm suppose to end at 11pm which was unlikely cause usually i'll have to do till 3am but hey! ppl are trying yo give you a break so yeah (:
chill.

i am so bored now! somebody give me something to do!
school is starting in a few weeks time (i think)
i don't even know when school starts. darn!

thinking about school, i'll be having my internship in September.
daaaannngg
it's till December sia. -.-"

well, i hope i get attached to a good company cause, well, i can't secure one cause i ain't got no relatives in any big companies.
oh wells.

when back from work with zuzu aka ZAKA.
haha. we shared some little secrets we had and OMG
was i super shock! and still am! haha.
but hey, it's OUR little secret :D
it's funny tho sharing stuff then we had a damn good laugh.
da lar my bladder like so full. then must tahan till i got home.
wicked siak tu.

haha!
well, i'm done!

no, WAIT!

last thing..

I LOVE YOU ABU 'UBAIDAH!
*HUGGIES*
hehe.
ok
done.
(:

dinner with boify (:

2009-04-08T12:23:00.001-07:00

firstly, i'll like to say

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST FAUZANA SYAZWANI BINTE MOHD FAUZI!

hahaha. da besar da anak mak satu ni eh. hehe! semakin cute! rindu ko (:
can't wait for school to start somehow! can mingle with my girls there. miss you guys! whee!

okok.

well, today i plainly slept the whole day.
(macam pig siak aku)
not that i didn't wake up but i did.
now and then je.
hehe

ok. well, basically my plan for today was to wake up early and go to SSDC. yeap. but i ended up waking up super late and met up with ayg around 6 plus. then we went to SSDC. hehe. after that, dad wanted to bring us out for dinner at jalan kayu (you guys know where anot? teehee)

yeah. and
mum said, "if you wanna bring Abu along it's fine. (:"
i said, "you sure? ok then. but tell dad ok? so he won't be too surprised haha."
mum said, "ala, your dad sure ok go one."

cool stuff.
yeah and after we went to SSDC, went back to my place and we all headed off to jalan kayu.
whee!! dinner with sweetheart was great seh! haha. i ordered my normal cheese prata which still taste superbly awesome!

uhuh.

ayg ate his favourite dish that was kway teow goreng. hehe. suke die eh :D then after that we went home straight cause my parents were like super shagged. kesian mereka. don't worry, that day of financial freedom will come! that's one of my goals for my family and my own future family! (:

ayg lepak at my house just now. we watched cartoon and decided to browse the web for a while. he wanted to look at BBDC's website. ended up

i ENROLLED HIM ONLINE (:

sorry ayg! itchy hand seh. tsk tsk.
so gonna go to BBDC tmr to check out how much is it he needs to pay for private student (:
i love you dear. anything for you.

it was a terrific night with ayg.
my stomach suddenly growled.
darn
i'm hungry.
ayg brought me to mcdonalds and bought mcspicy meal there. whoo! ate like a hungry ass! hahaha.

then the night was over after that.
THANK YOU LOVE!
for the splendid evening and night
woohoo!

ok that's all ppl.
nights!

LOVE

2009-04-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

LOVE BLOSSOMS
ANYTIME.
ANYWHERE
TO ANYONE.
AND IT DID.

TO ME.
(:

ABU 'UBAIDAH

it was him.
he came into my life.

i still remember the first time i saw him. and that was on 21 April 2007.
two years back.
during the days when i just started working at coffee club. he walked with confidence and grace. never had i thought that i would fall in love with him.

back then, he used to be so close to me. we were bestfriends.
whatever things happened, i will surely know. i trust him as my bestfriend. to tell you guys, he was there for me when i needed him badly. he was there when i once fell hard.
i fell deep and he came
reaching his hand out to me and said

"hey, it's ok. i'm here (: "

a simple thing such as that makes me smile and makes me wonder of how happy i can be by just being with my bestfriend. we spend time together. we share our secrets too.
(hehe. you know i know ok. whee!)

i still remember the time we were at the red bench. i remembered clearly that was the day after i met someone.
i was heartbroken.
i felt so empty.
that was the time when i wish i didn't have to see the sun rising anymore.
i mean what's the point?
when my face was wet with tears.
my unstoppably runny nose.

who would even bother to listen?

well, he did.
he listened.
he emphatised.
he was there.

i was so happy when 20th December '08 happened.
cause that marks the start of our love.
(:
i didn't think i made the wrong choice. i didn't.
i love you sayang.
i want you to know that your smile makes me happy.
your laughter never fails to tickle me.

your touch..
simply irresistable.

you are my bestfriend and my lover.

guys,
appreciate the beautiful imperfection of someone whom you love so much in your life which to you,
seems perfect.
the simplest thing that makes you smile.
that leaves you memories
memories you are able to cherish all your life.

TODAY

2009-04-06T06:09:00.000-07:00

good evening beautiful people! (:
well, im here today to blog about TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS in the mrt. well, i am not pointing fingers but literally talking in general.

ok let's begin.
firstly, i was on my way home from tiong bahru. i just sent off ayg to work and yeap it was around 6 plus that i reached Raffles Place. i decided to bounce back as there's hell lot of people. like the biggest mosh ever.
HAHA.
i know. lame right.
ok carrying on...

then the train i took will end at yishun -.-" so i waited for the next one. then there was this one lady pushing everyone in order to stand at the front of the door to wait for the next train. then i was like wtf? hahaha. then when the train came, i went in and she literally push me! then i just plainly said
"what the fuck?"
then wanna sit lar kan with her stupid newspaper. after that she didn't get the 'good seat' as it was the priority seat. she then rush to one seat that i was gonna sit.

ape lagi.
i also, make that sarcastically typical face and quickly sit down and give her the 'in your face' look.
hehehehehehhehehe.
i must say i enjoyed that part.
whee!

BUT

there was another one. the train was damn packed with humans
then there was this pregnant lady and let me tell you..

NO ONE GAVE UP THEIR SEATS EVEN THE ONES SITTING AT PRIORITY SEATS.
ASS-ES.

so i was actually sleeping then i woke up because i almost hit the person next to me with my head. (oops! :D)
yeah. then i just gave up my seat. she was thankful and i felt that a small thing like that can make a difference. felt like i was such a good Samaritan (LOL)

well, this goes out to TYPICAL SINGAPOREANS out there. please please.. you guys work hard to get good educations and to receive good certificates but why don't you use that educated brain of yours to think for something as simple as being considerate right?

haiya. educated people. SO TYPICAL. haha. so clever but no basic courtesy and manners.

*sigh* *sigh*

Haziqah's Birthday surprise!

2009-04-04T12:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIQAH! (:

firstly, i was suppose to meet ayg and feroz at 10am but everyone woke up late! including me!
hooray to all (clap clap)
we went for Haziqah's birthday surprise at Botanic Garden.
suppose to meet the rest by 12nn.
but.. -.-"
standard sume janji melayu hehe.

the first shocker was Haziqah can't go out cause she's not feeling well. everyone was so super shock sia. and we all panicked! Haziqah, kite sume panic tau! hehe. then after that lucky ari talked to your parents.

then...
SURPRISE! *sing birthday song*
hehe. we all eat mee hoon that is spicy and not spicy.
(wink to nures) hehe
then got muthu's curry lar dey!
SEDAP hehe.

then it rained! we all were under the big mat faruq brought. cool dok.
hhehehe!! but still got drenched. yeah. hehe.

i don't have any pictures by the way! *sulk*
but then had to leave cause i was working at 7pm.
reality hits back!

teng teng

ok da
by i enjoyed the day! thanks all!! (:

The 6th

2009-04-03T01:15:00.000-07:00

FACIAL TREATMENT

ok firstly right, i don't even know when the heck this pic was taken! ayg? LOL
-.-"
hehehe.
okok. and also i can't even remember what i did on tha day. uhuh. that's kind of stupid.
well then, today i woke up late for my 6th treatment which was another killer
errghh. darn that extraction.

well, when i reached there, as usual brought me to the room ask to change
bla bla bla bla.
then i think i slept throughout the whole thing though it was damn painful.
yeah. it was. fuck.

then my consultant keeps bugging me to buy the products.
like wtf sia. i got no cent want me to buy.
nanti lar. sabar babe. hehe
i can get super agitated due to that but i should just ignore. they need to sell their products too! haha.

I'M STARVING.
somebody throw peanuts here please. i'll be delighted to catch it with my mouth (: hehe i'm working later at 7 till 3am. confirm pack today. *sigh*
i'm tired of working. i need a day off.
(well how can i, i'm a workaholic! -.-"")
huge F on that.

well, i miss my baby!! bet he's sitting down digging his nose.
HEHEHE!
joking ayg :D
no joke no fun! haha.

well, im off then.
i'm hungry.
gotta dig out the trash and find something good.
:D

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAR ABU 'UBAIDAH!

2009-04-01T03:14:00.000-07:00

okok!! i am also actually so excited to post about this actually but i couldn't buy time! now i have time, better make good use of it!! haha.
first of all, HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY BUSYUK!!
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! (:

thanks for being there on the red bench that i once used to pour out my whole heart to you..
you were there.
you saw me cry.
you saw me weep.
you heard me say those things that hurt me so much. you know how the story went..
and still.. you sat and listened.. thanks love (:

ok ok. back to topic!
*1ST SURPRISE*

yeap. at first i just called him and wished at 12midnight. uhuh.
so he expected nothing! hahah
(tricked you darn well :P)

then asked Feroz to let me know when they were reaching AP.
went out and surprised him with donuts!
eh. not ordinary okay.. this one got decoration! haha. thanks to Sam from DF and Feroz! hehe couldn't have done it without you bro! *wink*

COOL OOORR WHAT.

huhu! yeah! well, then bubu didn't expect anything else than just this small birthday surprise until tmr.

*2ND SURPRISE*

well, he thought that he was only spending his birthday with me but somehow no! haha.
thanks to Farid, he called up the rest who could make it to come down and celebrate!

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
FARID, NABEEL, HAFIZ, FEROZ, EDDY, NURES AND FARUQ!

without you guys, the celebration wouldn't be a blast! :D
well, then we all ordered food and drinks
oh yar! we ate at BREEKS.
and he thought it was just that BUT..

*3RD SURPRISE*

i passed the brownie i baked to one of the staff and told them to top it up w ice cream! serve it later after the meal.
one thing that i was so touched was, since we were the only customers there, they switched off the lights.
only light coming from the candle, they sang the birthday song! haha!
eh Abu was damn surprised!

dear, you can't hide the im-still-shock!-face sia!! ahahah

*4TH SURPRISE*

well, he really really really thought it was over but!!! hahah... NOT YET (:
we took out his gifts!!
Feroz, Eddy and Faruq helped me wrap his pressie that is Nike sandals!!!
(thanks korg! sayang semua! :D)

there was also one yellow shirt and yellow ripcurl wallet!! hehe.
but i don't have the pictures ):

okok.

then! we went jln2 all!! yey! here are the pics!

well, these are the pictures that i have (:
enjoy!
good night!

Pay day!

2009-03-30T23:19:00.000-07:00

err..
another day.
first of all i have to collect my cheque
AT CLARKE QUAY -.-"
then go meet baby at his work place! whee! donuts!! haha
go walk walk see what is interesting.
then go home..
do what i have to do.
baby, i hope you'll love it dear (:

First and foremost!

2009-03-29T12:39:00.000-07:00

yey!
first of all, thank you so much to

Nur Khairunnisa Binte Zainol for the blog!

tho' i think it's not really done. haha! testing with first post first lar can. hehe. hey, ade credits to you tau!
teng teng.. oh yeah. just ended work. *F-CKING BORING SIAL* haha.
uhuh.
yeap.
that's it.
bye.
go sleep (: